How can I put it across in such a way
that relates to images?
the truth is,
I have this awful feeling,
its like observing a spider in your bedroom,
who has chosen to sit/stand at a certain angle,
too abstract for you to scoop it up with paper and throw it outside,
I think perhaps
ever so slowly
I have plucked away at all my legs,
leaving me a hybrid.
I think I have slowly
RUINED MY LIFE