I dont have anyone else to impress but you and me.  thats how it is now.  I hope you know that.  One thing I just wish you could know - completely and properly Is just how miserable my home is. correction house. I wish you could understand that what you went through - just like i went through It is still happening  and its making my numb. When my mum hates her son  and the son hates the mother  and the daughter hates them both for hating eachother. Ive got to run  ive got to look out for myself because I cant do it anymore - its killing me. We dont eat dinner at the table - its rare for that to happen. every night without fail words are carted around  and i am drowning in ink ink ink.

I dont have anyone else to impress but you and me. 

thats how it is now. 

I hope you know that. 

One thing I just wish you could know - completely and properly

Is just how miserable my home is. correction house.

I wish you could understand that what you went through - just like i went through

It is still happening 

and its making my numb.

When my mum hates her son 

and the son hates the mother 

and the daughter hates them both for hating eachother.

Ive got to run 

ive got to look out for myself

because I cant do it anymore - its killing me.

We dont eat dinner at the table - its rare for that to happen.

every night without fail words are carted around 

and i am drowning in ink ink ink.

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