I dont have anyone else to impress but you and me.
thats how it is now.
I hope you know that.
One thing I just wish you could know - completely and properly
Is just how miserable my home is. correction house.
I wish you could understand that what you went through - just like i went through
It is still happening
and its making my numb.
When my mum hates her son
and the son hates the mother
and the daughter hates them both for hating eachother.
Ive got to run
ive got to look out for myself
because I cant do it anymore - its killing me.
We dont eat dinner at the table - its rare for that to happen.
every night without fail words are carted around
and i am drowning in ink ink ink.