I can feel taste
and understand sound
like essays
that i havent wrote
wether thats a thankful or un thing.
Cap-a Cap-a Cap-a
Catapult myself into the future
and all that makes the future there.
Cap-A-Tilt
Which way am i moving
swaying
towards perfection
(in imperfections)
The Perfect aim
Is all i need,
and believe me - the future is big
I should hit it easily .
So SO So
You want to see me all stretched out
Save my soul.
you wanna save my soul
or do you want me to save yours.
So so so
make your mind up
Not everything is literal
not everything is serious
not everything is a clue.
well
depends what your subject is.
I can change many things
so in fact,forget the rest,right now im going to change this
make things better
make it alive and joyful.
…………………………………………….
Last night I dreamt a dream of you
and I realised that it didnt have to be a dream.
I have put up with tin
you are my gold gold gold.
I dont have anyone else to impress but you and me.
thats how it is now.
I hope you know that.
One thing I just wish you could know - completely and properly
Is just how miserable my home is. correction house.
I wish you could understand that what you went through - just like i went through
It is still happening
and its making my numb.
When my mum hates her son
and the son hates the mother
and the daughter hates them both for hating eachother.
Ive got to run
ive got to look out for myself
because I cant do it anymore - its killing me.
We dont eat dinner at the table - its rare for that to happen.
every night without fail words are carted around
and i am drowning in ink ink ink.
Couldnt ‘it’ be great?
or is that too much to ask
too much
excuse me
I ask for nothing
I ask for ‘it’ , life
to be simple
to provide happiness
maybe that is too much to ask,
actually no, what, Im not asking anyone for this.
getting caught up
in massive nets
and no one cares to rip me out,
one or two have tried but they cut me free just enough to release what they want from me,then stich me up, hands against wall,the ropes cutting into my skin.
there your marks.
lucky you
