evreything says upload,
it states it nice and clear,
and you sit there looking silently,
as if something was to upload to you.
THERE IS NOTHING LIKE SILENCE TO HELP YOU HEAR A NOISE.
its very there and here and far away.
i liked you
for a long time,
i liked you in the future,
i liked you in the past.
sometimes i dont know who im speaking to
If i was scottish I would know the names of mountains
I would still care about external flags.
It would be hard to tell you the events of the past few days,
expect them slowly explained.
WE GAMBLE NOT WITH OUR HEARTS BUT WITH OUR LIFE.
nowadays when I remember moments of my life,
even from the day before,
I remember them as if I were drunk.
I couldnt have been,I am not always drunk
'is your husband i?'
'is your husband in?'
'are you a wife?'
'does anyone else know that?'
I would never ask a question I dont want to hear the answer to.
actually that Is not me.
that Is not me at all.
therefore who am I.
shit writing reflects my shit mood
there is a line in my head
and im guessing you have no idea what line,
what type,what meaning,what consequence
that that line is.
but you are guessing,
spin me like string.
be my factory.
deliver my product.
buy into me.
goodluck with that.
This is what we tell our partners,
our bosses and colleagues,
our friends and our parents.
We never tell eachother this,
we know it already
as we are in a constant state of loss.
We are aware of eachothers grief.
This is the 400th post of the project IAMDOVETAILED and I would like to thank everyone who has helped and supported it in any/everyway.
Also thankyou for enjoying it,it is the most rewarding feeling knowing that you do.
I would like to ask you to spread the word about this project, to your friends, ,family and colleagues, as I continue to express my honest thoughts that indulge in all the paranoia and self loathing an artist can have along with the most inspiring and wonderful ideas that brim to my surface.
I will carry on creating and I hope you my audience will carry on enjoying the project.
I would like to add that I am available to design FREE ALBUM COVERS to any artist or band who wants them.all in dovetail style.so please share that information.
All the best.
Selina hope borji
I wish i had my own little person
to carry around in my pocket and giv crumbs of my food,
their stomach wud be small enough
so that a crumb could satisfy them.
they would also have tiny little genitals.
they would speak to me kindly
and wear pastel colours.
lately im telling a lot of people to FUCK OFF
in my mind.
It might mend my heart a little
if you turned up at my doorstep
like you normally.
I know that that isnt going to happen
so I know my heart wont mend.
you wont even contact me
I never normally wear lipgloss
and sometimes I rub in my lipstick,absorb it in my lips,
so that It doesnt rub off on yours - that are pink enough and should stick to their own shade.
But now things are different
and if we never kiss again
I guess ill wear lipgloss all the time -
there is no chance it will feel sticky,
no chance of plastic,
no chance of looking wet -
as if we had both been crying.